Cant Sleep

Me and the boy had quite the argument and he basically admitted he wants for me to be slimmer of course he pretends that it wont make him love me more and its just because he wants to see me happy. Euuurrgh WhatEver.

Anyways I have touched up my Goals page as my original first goal weight of 179pounds feels sooo far away. Anyways the things on the list I seriously like SERIOUSLY have to save for anyways as its full of designer goodies and large purchases. For instance, I am tres desperate to own my own car but this is something else that will give me a lil more debt and so to even consider it I must be at least 155pounds before stepping foot on a car lot.

looking at loser town and entering the following stats: Female, 21 years, 66 inches tall, 211.6 pounds, eating 1000 cals daily and being moderately active: 3-5 times a week, put me at these values each week til christmas....

Day	Weight	Calories Used	Your Calorie Deficit
09/18/2012	208.69	2683.19	1683.19
09/25/2012	205.35	2659.64	1659.64
10/02/2012	202.05	2636.42	1636.42
10/09/2012	198.8	2613.52	1613.52
10/16/2012	195.59	2590.94	1590.94
10/23/2012	192.43	2568.68	1568.68
10/30/2012	189.31	2546.73	1546.73
11/06/2012	186.23	2525.09	1525.09
11/13/2012	183.2	2503.75	1503.75
11/20/2012	180.21	2482.71	1482.71
11/27/2012	177.26	2461.97	1461.97
12/04/2012	174.36	2441.51	1441.51
12/11/2012	171.49	2421.34	1421.34
12/18/2012	168.67	2401.45	1401.45
12/25/2012	165.88	2381.84	1381.84

So next Tuesday i'd be on target if i'm 208.7 pounds. I'll use these weekly values as my target. Hopefully I can smash it! I have two days off of work 3 actually as I plan on pulling a sicky on friday ojoso tomorrow I will be doing at least two hours worth of exercise dvds, housework other errands etc and hopefully I could even hit that target on friday morning. It would be tres awesome. This calculator from the oh-so-awesome Losertown.org actually puts me at 177 pounds for my birthday... hmm yh i refuse to be that weight by then. Lo we'll see how it goes, pictures and current measurements will be up tomorrow or day after.

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